Doing the crazy mom thing!

Its funny to think I'm doing almost the same thing I was exactly 6 months ago. As most of you know, I went in to be induced early in the morning on November 4th. So on Sunday night, the 3rd, I was up late doing a million things: cleaning, packing, worrying, thinking, etc. And here I am tonight trying to do a million things to get ready for Kinley to start daycare tomorrow. And of course I'm worrying! I am trying to get things washed, organized, and packed. I'm trying to figure out what will be coming and going each day, and what will be staying at daycare in her "cubby". I feel kind of like Santa at Christmas...I'm making my lists and checking them twice. Except in the case of my OCD, I'm checking them more like four or five times. I want her to have everything she could possibly need (except her mommy, of course :)!). I have been trying to label everything that I couldn't get embroidered. I tend to behave like this when I know I've got too much going on in my head to sleep. On a normal night, I would have been asleep for an hour or two by this time, but I don't even feel sleepy right now. Please pray for me tomorrow and probably for the next week or two. I really hate the idea of leaving Kinley with strangers. And I really hate that I miss so much of her life. If someone offered me the opportunity to work from home so I could be with her, I would do it in a heartbeat! I got permission from my boss to come in a little late tomorrow so me and Bryan could both take her. So pray that I'm actually able to drive myself to work tomorrow and not sit outside of the daycare all day. And hopefully I will be able to pull myself together so I can go into work and not look crazy! Just pray! We will all need it. Kinley seems to be starting a "separation anxiety" stage right now and usually cries when left with someone else or even when someone else holds her. I really don't want her to cry tomorrow. I want her to have fun! Thank you in advance to everyone who will be thinking about us and praying for us tomorrow! Kinley is a very loved little girl!

P.S.- The time stamps for these posts aren't always correct becuase it is actually 12:30 right now.